just_nana

kay. here. my. updates. for... this 2 months (already?)


<+> Skripsweet is just as sweet as my *PiiiiiP*
I finally got permission to continue to chapter 4
Which is correlated w/ data and stuff
this is the main part
and I'm trying to focus but here I am dizzing around surfing and go crazy about my new drama addiction
I need to get my straight back, since I already got left behind by some of my friends
Wish it can be done by the end of this month!



<+> This "Shut Up Flower Boy Band" drama got me hooked
Damn You! Why so addicting?
I already play it like a thousands times for the 1st two episodes
Gah... Why do I easily fall in love w/ drama?
It keeps getting me watching more and more



<+> parents(family), friends, dreams
just keep thinking them so that I can move on
BISAAA!!!

now. off.


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Okay, here I am.
in a rush
well not literally
I mean, it's like I'm facing a deadline here
Yes, I do have a dead line

I'm making a progress, but I hardly not moving
My supervisor is just sooooooooooooooo busy
It took 2 hours or more to meet him just for 5 minutes!
hfft. but I can't give up!
What doesnt kill u make u stronger!!

I'm making a progress here
well, not that much but better than do nothing
I'm talking about my undergraduate thesis here *again
since last Monday I regularly go to library with the sound goes from my friend that I'm so diligent to go to library everyday *oh if only you know
I only do my thesis only at library!
Once I get home I do random things, like watching movies, browsing, watching TV and so on and so on
So it means my productive activity is only 2 hours a day!
Then what about planning to graduate on April?
Mollae! (don't know)

For now I can only think how to get this thing DONE!
I'm working on it
It's not easy, I know
I once heard that the biggest enemy for ourself is ouurself
but the best motivation comes from ourself too
So what I need now is a positive thinking that I can do it!
Make Mama Proud
God give me strength

PS: I'll add pict later. Too sleepy for now

If we are given something that everybody wants, we might be happy
So am I, I'm happy to receive all of this. But at the same time I'm also scared.
and this fright brought me to another fright

God give me the thing the I want, but I never expect this much
I'm so grateful to be given all of this
And now my fear is, I'm fright God will take it all in a sudden
I know that is wrong, now this what make me get to another fright:
I'm scared of my self being this greedy

It's 2 days to go to 2012!!
wow! time goes by so fast!
I still don't know what I've been doin this whole year
Feel like a zombie, goin around but actually nothing in mind

Actually, I made a resolution for 2011 but nothing realize hehehe...
they were:
- I can drive
- I can cook
that's all! haha..
simple but i couldn't make it true

So for 2012 I'll make a same resolution and adding some
And here are my resolution:
- Get my driving license *u know what? Up till now I'm still a bad driver even in an empty field! :p
- can cook
- graduate *make mama proud
- get a job/scholarship

well, maybe that's enough (for now, I'll probably add it :p)
Hope next year I can be better person and realize my resolution! :)

recently, I feel like I'm burning in fire to do my undergraduate thesis
Feel like wanna squeezing my brain until I get tired
drowned in numbers, calculation, and theories
but the at same time that desire just pop out!
Gone

Target set
List of what-must-to-do ready
Notebook in front of me is also ready to help me
But I only bare to do it for about 10 minutes!
because after that I do random things
Browsing unnecessary things, playing some vids, sing along the songs on my playlist and any other random things!

I can't get focus!!
AAArrrgh!!
It would be nice if I really really can get exhausted after a hard work
Let's just try it!

U tried your best
nothing to blame
Let's take the learning from today
build a strong personality, gain more experience, and never give up

You said you want to push yourself to the limit, like what Agnes usually said
Even if you fail today, you got the learning, rite?

gwaenchana.. (it's okay)

dizzy
cofuse @_@
lazy
wanna get rid of it ASAP
that's how I feel about my undergraduate thesis
I've been workin hard on it *or at least from my point of view*, but seems like I didn't move anywhere
stuck!
Gaaah..
Don't know where I should run to. All I did is running away. But that won't solve my problem rite?
aaaargggh. God, please help me finish this endless suffering *lebay!*
Long way lie ahead. Hwaitiiiiiiiiiing!

my favourite actor! Gong Yoo (>_<)

i will tell U a story

(a boy and a barber having a conv.)

Barber: maybe God dont exsist bcoz many people hav difficulties in lyf

Boy:(a boy saw a beggar with long hair) maybe theres no such person as Barber

Barber: r u blind? i'm here, i'm a barber

Boy:Then why is it there r beggars who does have long hair and dirty?

Barber:Bcoz they dont come to me, and approach me that they have prob. W/ their hair

Boy: SEE?JUST LYK GOD WE NEED TO COME AND APPROACH HIM N' SURRENDER OUR BURDEN